Yes we have no orangutans.

 I am still utterly crushed and exhausted by things, but the trauma in the country and the world goes on. 

Boris is prepared to break international law to avoid getting a deal with the EU.   Experts say we could easily ramp up testing in the UK, but people are struggling to get a test from a location near to them, and worldwide a million species could die. 

I use plastic products, I benefit from cars and planes, but I do not want to have a lifestyle that kills other species.  I do not know anyone who wants their lives to kill other animals, so why are those who have power not helping to preseve life. I know we all have to do our part, but stop bulldozing down trees to plant palm oil and bananas.  I would rather that there was yes we have no bananas, that yes we have no orangutans. 

The world feels like it is in a parlous state and so does my family and friendship.