Rather a lot of anxiety and a regular grrrrrr.

So much going on mentally I do not really even want to talk to people -

One the countdown to Brexit is getting more and more tense.
Two, and maybe it is connected to the above, for some reason I am very anxious about my forthcoming trip to Greece,
Three do I stop doing long hours and just sit back a bit and do the minimum or is that economic suicide, but have I got the energy to keep going. Just want to stop work, yet know in other ways work keeps me going.
Four - I have finally taken the plunge and put the house on th emarket, but like it more and more living here and it is useful and I like the way the flat functions and even if I move may still have to go on working - the reason for making the move is a potential offer of somewhere to live which has sort of gone around in circles and may land up with me having something I am no longer sure I want.

So as all that is too much to think about instead I will go back to my default gggrre  gree that having carefully ensured that I left an online organisation on exactly the day my contract with them ended I have had renewal money taken from my bank, from my point of view with out my permission. The people involved have elite in tehir name but are not elite in their manner. They say that I signed something several months ago that confirmed I would cancel 7 days ahead of the end date. Had I known let alone remembered then I would have made sure that was exactly what I did, but much to my annoyance and disappointment they have refused all requests for the money back, but they have not evidenced that I owe them anything at all.  I never spend money I do not have to spend, I am furious that despite me cancelling on what I understood to be the correct date they are not responding to my requests to get my money back. They have said that I can have the subscription forwarded to a friend, but I would no do that to any friend as they could find themselves in the same situation. So I let them know that all my readers would be informed about the situation. I will of course never recommend this elite organsation to a single person young or old - so for more information speak to me.  -   I was recommended by somone to ask for information held by the company about me, to evidence that what they were claiming was incorrect and got my money back suddenly. Yippee.
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