Support ebbing away?

Is the support ebbing away?  One of my colleague's is having to make tough decisions about whether to carry on here or not. Hopefully it will all be resolved as she likes her job with the foundation, but other factors are affecting her.  I am having the same ongoing debate with myself but more with regard to whether I stay another year.  However, I think first I need to get through next term. I realise I am a bit anxious about it, in fact very anxious, do not really know why, but I guess because I know how shattering it can be here etc.

I have to laugh there is a little girl here, she is from America, but has lived most of her life in Kyrgyzstan, she was chatting to me and called me grandma! I have been called Babushka a couple of times on the streets too, if I heard the person correctly, so while in my head I am still this young person, my face says another story.

It is gloriously sunny here today ( I wish I had realised how nice winter would be, I would have encouraged people to visit) so I did a couple of short walks looking for the dog, but have very little energy still. So I have slept and eaten today. I also tried to finish the Winter Festival video but have only managed year zero so far.